hii hello

SO. since the gfm, LOTS has happened. most notably:

I GOT MY OLD JOB BAAAACK

I quit the newer one and I'm back to my old one. Not entirely square one, but it's a start.

I won't need a second job now! My free time is finally back, omg.

On another note:

I'm sorry for my radio silence. I always get nervous about keeping in touch, and when I miss a message I feel awful and avoid it and it makes it so, so much worse than just replying late. It's a nasty habit I'm trying to shake.

In the next week or two I'm going to be taking my inbox one message at a time.

I'm not running or hiding, just need to take it slow so I don't overwhelm myself.

To everyone I owe: please keep reaching out! I'm still trying to get my life back on track from the havoc that the hypersomnia wreaked and I need to get back on the grind.

Thank you for being patient with me. It's late and this might be incoherent, but thank you. I'm doing my best to get back to stability and I'm forever grateful to those that helped me.

till next time,

udo :[}

god bless the usa!!

https://gofund.me/993a98e2

explanation is in the gfm. shits gone belly up real fast!

I have a Venmo, @ udoood

I dont know if there's a way to send a link, sorry. literally anything helps.

got this in the inbox last night, neato

I'd initially thought they'd do it promptly on the 16th there were some delays. It was a little nice, it gave me some time to work some overtime and get a bit more money but it still wasn't enough.

Very lovely, can't wait to waste more money on transportation to the courthouse and court related fees.

This sucks.

At least it's not raining?

This isn't another dono post don't worry, moreso an update/warning?

It's very likely I'm going to lose my apartment

I've been working doubles, 40 hour work weeks, and it still wasn't enough. My eviction is on the 16th.

I was supposed to be getting my old job back as well, which I'd be working alongside the job I have now to catch up my bills but a higher up manager intervened. Completely fucked me over. To avoid the reliance on that though I'd been applying other places, to which I've been ignored or denied.

I genuinely don't know what to do.

I've exhausted every resource and I have no family out here. I have friends willing to help but they're cross country. I don't have a vehicle. My credit is so poor I cannot take out a loan. My PayPal was frozen.

I'm seriously just out of options, I'm literally just going to have to tough it out.

We'll see what happens I guess, thank you all for your support and kindness. It's a miracle I've even gotten this far.

-Udo

Sorry I was gone so long, my job knows about my situation and I've been working just about nonstop.

But,

My rent for June was paid!

Thank you to everyone who shared/donated. You all are absolutely incredible and I couldn't be any more grateful. It was very scary situation and still kind of is, but at least the present emergency is behind me.

So. What now?

The immediate threat is taken care of. Back to business as usual.. kind of.

I still have plenty of medical debt to pay off, so I intend on getting another job to not only catch up on rent but to have some emergency money in case this ever happens again. That means just about 60+ hour work weeks.

I'm gonna be SWAMPED, but don't fret--I'll always make time to draw :D

I wanted to start streaming for a couple hours a day so you can see the progress I'm making on artwork, I'll come out with a schedule for it if anyone is interested in that.

On that note:

If you sent a donation, please message me for a drawing if you haven't!

I want you all to feel appreciated, and though it'll be very slow it'll still come.

Again thank you all for the help. I would be absolutely fucked without this community and while my struggle is far from over, it's reassuring to know I have people rooting for me.

See you around : [}

strawpage

hi, been a minute

I doubt anyone remembers the last news post I made, but since then my medical struggles caused me to lose my job entirely. I'm going to be evicted on the 16th of July.

I lost it back in early April. Doctors are still not 100% pinning down the cause but a steadily progressing narcolepsy absolutely tanked my performance/attendance.

I did find a new job, but not one that pays enough for me to catch up the rent I owe already. I waited until I saw my deposit info this Friday to make this post and yeah: I'm backed up in medical debt and somehow have to scrape up 600 in 2 days or else I'm absolutely F'd in the A.

I made it this far with the help of friends, but I owe them far too much already and they have helped me as much as they possibly can. I have no friends nor family where I live, so when I'm out I've got nowhere to go.

I made a strawpage with commission "info" on it

I'm not kidding, I will draw just about ANYTHING. Just ask.

I'll post updates on what happens. Thank you all for putting up with this. I just want to post my artwork and keep the bullshit under wraps, but I never anticipated things would ever get this bad.

Any questions, feel free to PM.

drawings for Feb and Mar are up, check 'em out 🎏

and September's drawings are now public here!

February and March's drawings are going up on April 1st!

check 'em out here

the second half of nov's sketches and renders are up, check 'em out

sorry for the delay

second half of Nov is going up on the 2nd of December