Aww I'm sorry :(
You have a hug, man<3 You'll be ok. May take a while for you to get back on your feet, but you will be ok.
Here's something I've told myself to help me feel better during hard times:
If you are struggling, it means that you are trying. And that is what truly matters.
Gekkotsuki
Fuck, dude. I'm so sorry to read this. I hope that you can find a solution for this whole shitty situation that you're currently in as soon as possible. A strong hug for you. Much encouragement.