hii hello

SO. since the gfm, LOTS has happened. most notably:

I GOT MY OLD JOB BAAAACK

I quit the newer one and I'm back to my old one. Not entirely square one, but it's a start.

I won't need a second job now! My free time is finally back, omg.

On another note:

I'm sorry for my radio silence. I always get nervous about keeping in touch, and when I miss a message I feel awful and avoid it and it makes it so, so much worse than just replying late. It's a nasty habit I'm trying to shake.

In the next week or two I'm going to be taking my inbox one message at a time.

I'm not running or hiding, just need to take it slow so I don't overwhelm myself.

To everyone I owe: please keep reaching out! I'm still trying to get my life back on track from the havoc that the hypersomnia wreaked and I need to get back on the grind.

Thank you for being patient with me. It's late and this might be incoherent, but thank you. I'm doing my best to get back to stability and I'm forever grateful to those that helped me.

till next time,

udo :[}